My story is one of being a part of many worlds, and my approach in this essay is based in a global Indigenous perspective. What this means to me is that I have my unique Indigenous experience and worldview that I will share in this essay, while I also seek to uphold respect for different and especially local Indigenous peoples. A global Indigenous perspective includes acknowledging the ways peoples have moved, such as through displacement or migration. This essay emerges out of the question of what it means to reimagine an Indigenous identity and culture after global movement. What happens when you are no longer in an ancestral homeland? There are important differences to keep in mind between the contexts of the “Global North” and the “Global South,” as well as distinctions between how identity is expressed based in ancestry versus living cultural practices. Many present-day Indigenous identities and experiences have also become entwined in modern and Christian religious practices. What does this all become and mean in the geographical-cultural context of Utah?In this article, I use the terms Wīnak and GuateMayan to refer to peoples from Guatemala, words that are more specific than regional identifiers like Latina/o/x. Wīnak (English spelling) or Winaq (Spanish spelling) is the word for “people/person” in many of the Mayan languages still spoken in Iximulew, the Indigenous Maya term for Guatemala.1 The term Wīnak highlights a unique identity marker for people who are usually overlooked and erased under the larger categories of Latina/o/x, Latin American, or Hispana/o/ic. Wīnak also transcends the identity Guatemalteca/o or the slang term Chapín, both of which refer to a general Guatemalan cultural identity. Of course, there are interconnected and intertwined identities and experiences with national, linguistic, and geo-regional categories of Guatemala, the Spanish language, and Latin America. Another term—GuateMaya—has been increasingly used by artists and intellectuals; it challenges a Guatemalan national identity that has historically used some elements of Mayan culture while at the same time marginalizing a Mayan majority population. GuateMaya as a term also speaks to both the Mayan presence in Guatemalan nationalism as well as the Guatemalan national entanglement with Mayan communities. Yet GuateMaya as a term can also be limiting in a Guatemalan context. Iximulew has an Indigenous majority population that comes predominantly from a diverse range of Mayan peoples and languages, but there are also Xinca, Garifuna, and others who are from this shared place. Throughout this essay I use Iximulew and Guatemala, as well as Wīnak/Winaq and GuateMayan, interchangeably. They are not identical equivalents of each other, but for the sake of convenience I use them in that way.There are many locally specific kinds of Winaq found across different ethnolinguistic groups throughout Iximulew, as well as provincial and global fusions found in urban centers. There are also a growing number of Wīnak experiences and peoples found throughout North America and in Soonkahni (Salt Lake Valley in the Shoshone and Goshute language of Newe Dai gwa/Newe Taikwa). Soonkahni is an Indigenous name for the region I grew up in and where I have lived most of my life.2 Soonkahni means “many houses” in Newe Taikwa. The Nuuch (Ute) elder Forrest Cuch refers to this region as one with a legacy of being a buffer zone between Indigenous peoples.3 Today, the state of Utah occupies the territory of eight sovereign Indigenous nations, whose ancestors shared and contested this place long before the contemporary context. Because many Indigenous peoples of this region trace ancestral ties to this land, and contemporarily peoples from around the world now also call this place home, the meaning of “many houses” for Soonkahni is a fitting description for what is currently also known as the Salt Lake Valley.4 This essay, “Wīnak in Soonkahni,” also expressed as “GuateMayans in the Salt Lake Valley,” is only an introduction to a complex group identity and experience that has many layers of relationships in, of, and to this place. This story is filtered through my perspective. My experiences share much in common with others, but they are also unique among the broader community and even in my own family.This article is based in autoethnographic research and storytelling or, as Indigenous studies frameworks assert, story work. Here I share only a bit of the Wīnak story, offering a selection of insights on the movement and distinctiveness of one family group among the global Indigenous peoples found in Soonkahni.My story has many beginnings, but I will begin with my parents. Rodolfo Hernández Tecún and Gladys Zamora Árcia come from both urban and rural experiences in Iximulew. They left Guatemala during a tumultuous moment in the midst of a civil war that lasted thirty-six years. One catalyst of the war was a coup d’état of Guatemala's democratically elected president in 1954, a coup that was sponsored by the United States Central Intelligence Agency.5 State violence throughout this time, including war crimes such as torture and genocide, escalated in the early 1980s, when much of my family left Guatemala and arrived in the United States. My parents found refuge and opportunity through marriage in a temple of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Tongva territory (Los Angeles, California), where I would later be born. Shortly after giving birth to me, their first child, they moved with their larger extended family clan to the Rose Park neighborhood in the Neme/Newe (Shoshone and Goshute) territories of Soonkahni.6 They came in search of a family-friendly place to raise their children. We were categorized as racialized migrants and often labelled as Mexicans, Latinos, or Hispanics. The complex ancestries and Indigenous roots we carried as Winaq were constantly erased in the social context of Utah. What then does it mean to be Wīnak—Mayan arrivals or descendants living in North America—yet categorized as Latina/o/x? I come from a long line of highland Maya peoples, including K'iche’, Tz'utujil, Mam, and Kaqchikel.7 However, growing up in the US context, where Indigeneity is legally premised on “blood quantum” and tribal enrollment, I learned that I was a different kind of Native. I was not seen as Black either, even though I have some African ancestry, and due to my darker skin, I was never assumed to be European, despite also having that ancestry.I did not really see myself as Hispanic or Latino, even though I was often captured within these categories. I struggled with those labels because they relate to countries that speak Spanish or Latinate languages, and we do not call Native Americans Anglo or Franco in the United States or Canada because they speak English or French as a result of colonization. In Guatemala, the term “ladino” has historically been used to refer to non-Indigenous inhabitants, distinguishing “Indians” from the modern nation's cultural citizenry. “Mestizo,” which generally refers to mixed-race people, is an equivalent term known in the United States. In fact, “ladino” was a word of conflict for me, because of its political meaning in Guatemala, yet I also have ladino identities that I inherit and am related to, which I suggest are also entangled with a Wīnak or GuateMayan identity.8 In the United States, local Indigenous identity is dominated by more of a legal affair of race that deals with a minority people, which does not necessarily require language or cultural knowledge.9 Ladino in the Guatemalan context, on the other hand, often is assumed to refer to mixed American Indian and European people who deny or ignore ethnic ties to an Indigenous ancestry and who have assimilated into a dominant Eurocentric culture. As a Mayan among the scattered diaspora populations across the United States, I was caught between people who were on one hand in this setting having to prove they had Indigenous ancestry legally and racially, and on the other hand, people from Guatemala who undeniably did, yet some of whom were trying to prove they were not Indigenous anymore. I have observed and experienced a wide range of Mayan and ladino identities and expressions in my large family and extended relations locally and internationally. I and much of my family have mixed ancestry—West and North African, Arab, Jewish, Iberian, and Northern European lineages—which to me adds to our Wīnak heritage. However, the primary cultural identity I work through in this essay is grounded in a Guatemalan-Mayan sense of being, due to its prominence in my life. GuateMayan-ness is related to but also distinct from other Mayan groups who are part of modern nations like Mexico, Belize, and Honduras.My parents’ story and that of their children and family clan is one that crosses the global and local crossroads of race, class, gender, religion, and Indigeneity from Iximulew to Turtle Island (North America).10 We have negotiated and reimagined these multiple identities in many contexts simultaneously since our arrival in Soonkahni. The following vignettes offer a glimpse into the experiences of a unique group of Wīnak/GuateMayans who live in Utah.In many highland Mayan communities of Iximulew there is a practice called cuchubal, which means to “collectively contribute” or “we all give.” My father explained to me that cuchubal is when everyone pitches in to a shared pot and each month those who contribute have a turn to take the large amount. This is like a social savings account where you simultaneously invest in the community of participants, often building on kinship groups, and you also have access to a larger amount of material resource once in the year. My father has shared stories with me of significant moments when cuchubal was used and received to benefit a family member. On one occasion, it was the turn of one of the matriarchs in the family to receive the large amount, yet she used it to help out another relative in need. While I learned about cuchubal from Winaq stories of Iximulew, I later realized that my family clan in Utah had adapted this practice to local customs.Christmas is a different affair in Guatemala than it is in Utah, and one of the cultural changes my parents’ generation faced was the commercial and consumer pressures associated with the holiday in Utah. The religious community we are part of also used this holiday as an annual moment where doing service to others included providing Christmas celebration materials (such as toys or food) so those without the means, or newcomers, could participate in the local version of this holiday. I try to imagine the pressure my parents’ generation may have felt from raising children in this context, with its combination of the cultural forces of assimilation and the heavy value US society places on mass consumption. I imagine these factors and more all contributed to their efforts to emulate the stereotypical “white Christmas.” Yet, while I do remember having a US-influenced Christmas at times during my childhood in Utah, it was not until I was a young adult that I learned of the collaboration in our family clan to provide that. The kinship group I refer to includes a unilineal connection of both my matrilineal and patrilineal family, who many times, instead of giving gifts directly to each other's children, would give resources or gifts to the children's parents. The immediate parent or parents were then able to make their own versions of Christmas in their increasingly nuclear family–focused homes. This act supported parents saving face in Utah and among their religious congregations and neighbors.My parents’ generation could also adopt the Santa mythology if they desired, which allowed them to briefly perform US middle-class cultural experiences. 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