This document is a collection of first-person observations and conceptual notes on avoidance behaviors, grounded in somatic experience and early-life adversity. It presents a detailed exploration of intense avoidance (“0” state), its compensatory loops, and how nervous system adaptations manifest in relational and physiological contexts. The work is preliminary and exploratory, intended to record original insights and establish authorship. It does not represent peer-reviewed research but provides a timestamped reference for anyone studying avoidance from a somatic, developmental, or nervous system perspective. Key features: Observations of strong avoidance mechanisms, including compensatory patterns in interpersonal interactions Somatic and physiological perspective, emphasizing early infancy and gut-mediated processes Conceptual frameworks, including load redistribution and “0” state mechanics Insights from longitudinal self-observation and lived experience
Benoît Pigeon (Thu,) studied this question.